[lotusbud]

IF knowledge is power, then uncertainty is - chaos? Fill in.
I had a chat with two of my doctors, and for them it was clear that I indeed have borderline, beginning MDS or mild myelodysplasia.
Go figure. My nerves are frazzled, probably also because of a nasty virus that is going around causing fever, exreme fatigue and sore muscles, but this slow decline in health and debilitating fatigue is not better by not getting a clear diagnosis. Though, reading through the posts here, it seems the disease itself wanes and waxes, and is known to change its form.
So, I will continue to have my blood checked at least once in half a year, and visit my doctors regurlarly or frequently. This board is also very nice, reading through the thoughful care and comfort that strangers offer each other.