Julianna!
You are definitely worth the donor's offering of his/her bone marrow!!! You are a strong woman!! Just look at what you've already been through!! You can and WILL make it through this, too!!
AA and MDS can be so hard because we don't always look sick. It's easy for family members to think that we're feeling better than we really are due to that. And, strangers! Well, they have absolutely NO idea how sick we are just by glimpsing at us.
It can be a blessing, and it can be a curse. But, I can tell you, being a mom myself, that your mom does not in ANY way find you to be a burden. She loves you and would walk through fire for you.
Chin up, girlie!!! God will pull you through it. You are NEVER alone with God by your side.
(((HUGS)))