Sheri,
I too am so sorry for your Mom's passing. But it is truly a tribute to her that she has raised children who can "take care of business" without all the inner fighting that so often happens in families.
After my Mother passed in 2002, I found it comforting to write to her. And at night when I couldn't sleep I would get on the computer and write, write, write. Of course I talk to her even to this day, but I found that writing things back then helped me. So it's just a suggestion.
I'm glad you are trying to resume as much a normal life as possible. And, even though a part of you died when she passed, you will smile and laugh again and the pain will ease with time. You don't ever get over it, you just learn to live with it.
Peace and comfort to you,
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Linda, Al's wife, 75; dx MDS 5/2010; Vidaza 6/2010; ARRY614 & Sapacitabine clinical trials at Emory, no results, stopped 12/2011. Had BMB at NIH on 6/5/12, blasts 10-15% so he's not eligible for trial there. :eek Promacta trial, Tampa, blasts 25-30% 8/17/12 AML, trying Dacogen now and praying.
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