I do have lots of supportive friends & family sending me messages & love. I have a new roommate preparing for transplant. All the talking is difficult to take. I have my earphones on. I just want some kind of normal day without having to think about my illness. Well part at least. I don't like to be a complainer. I'm sure the business & chatter will ease as the day goes on.
Seems like I'll be here for a few weeks yet. Need to make a lifestyle for myself here somehow. Like my days to be productive so I will remain happy & content.
Any ideas?
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Julie (38yrs); dx AA 1996 & treated w/ATG, cyclosporine & G-CSF; 2010 dx int-1 secondary MDS, low platelets, on prevention antibiotics, fevers of unknown origin, MUD found for BMT when the time is right, which is now! MDS transformed to AML after many infections.
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