Some good advises here.
I've also relapsed few months ago, after
rATG in 2009 (my counts rose quickly) and a
high dose CyA in 2011 and
slow CyA taper (25+0+25) until March this year.
They took me off of CyA completely, so I'm now receiving platelet transfusions since they are mostly affected.
My doctors were considering ABMT, maybe rATG again (since hATG is not approved yet, here in Serbia).
Anyway, they are preparing me for an ABMT but rATG is not excluded too. Sometimes I have a feeling they do not know what is better for me, because I'm not VERY sick (platelets are 16 now).
Sometimes I go
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Sleep a lot, do something You like and feel free to express Yourself, eve if it is anger or frustration. They are healthy emotions