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The more I think about it, he totally tells them he feels great and I think the doctor goes with that.
While we were in there, I noticed that the spot on his hand where he had his IV 2 weeks ago is black. like BLACK BLACK, not even yellowing around the edges like it does when it heals. He had blood work this morning, so i'm curious to see what it will show.
We also bumped into an old friend who was seriously shocked at how thin and gaunt he looked. We didn't talk much on the way home and then husband says "he hasn't seen me since i was 195 lbs, of course I look different, I was over weight then". He was never overweight.
I wish I had the disease instead of him, because I feel like it would be less stressful. I would be more proactive and I would feel more in .. control? Is that a bad thing?
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