[Julianna]

Thanks so much Cheryl, yes my comfort is in Him xo

Thanks Chirley, I will try & find a psychologist. I have one at home & wish she was here. There is one nurse I had a chat to today & it helped just to hear her say she understands my emotions right now. And that it's ok to be real about how I feel. I really understand what u mean about burdening my loved ones. They have shown me all kinds of emotions I don't know what to do with. All I say is, I'm ok. And I am, most the time. Some things are my battle alone and that's where my faith is strongest.

I really appreciate your encouragement. xoxo