Well Monday is almost over and I haven't heard from my Doctor so I have to assume that he has forgotten about me. As I really don't wish to resume active treatment at this time and I can't have blood transfusions, it seems as if I've run out of options.
I just hope that dying from extreme anaemia is not too horrible. I have no palliative care in place. It's just me going it alone. This is not what I wanted but it is what our wonderful medical system has foisted on me. I'm scared that I'm not strong enough.
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